Lost In Death

As I said, your beautiful brother knows. He made this picture as part of his school art project on Andy Goldsworthy. Some people were intrigued as to his title, " What does he mean by that?"others smiled at it, others asked me "What have you Done to that Boy?"

Lake

I know it's a long time since I spoke to you. Is this really what life is like without you? I am hanging on, feeling forever that I am incomplete, and yet with your brother filling me with love , what choices do I have? I don't think anyone gets, T said to me the other day, the Power of Love you feel in Caring. Caring for you and loving you and bending each day against the odds so that you could make it til the next day. How it stretches your heart to breaking point and beyond , into the biggest love you could possibly feel.

Now you are gone and today the love reservoir sits, lake-still and deep.

Your beautiful brother, he knows. And he knows.